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May. 25th, 2003 03:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stevenehrbarTwo months.
I've been getting worse for two straight months.
My temper is shot, my self control is in tatters. I have my entire self-image based on my reason and reasonableness; it's in shards on the floor.
I can't get to sleep except by finally collapsing in total exhaustion. If I try to go to bed when I'm merely sleepy, I go into a downwards emotional spiral. Then I sleep for twelve hours.
Last time this happened was eight years ago, and I had to be hospitalized to be kept under observation.
Gonna go eat Fritos.
I've been getting worse for two straight months.
My temper is shot, my self control is in tatters. I have my entire self-image based on my reason and reasonableness; it's in shards on the floor.
I can't get to sleep except by finally collapsing in total exhaustion. If I try to go to bed when I'm merely sleepy, I go into a downwards emotional spiral. Then I sleep for twelve hours.
Last time this happened was eight years ago, and I had to be hospitalized to be kept under observation.
Gonna go eat Fritos.
